so, ive never been on a date, had a boyfriend, or kissed. or held hands. and i dont care. its awesome. my heart has never been broken. which is awesome. and i still love some AMAZING guys in my life. they have shaped me into the woman i am today. there arnt many non-related guys [...]
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February 6, 2009
thus is my life.
today I was cyber bullied by some skinny butt 14 year old.
she said “oh yeah hunni, you are pretty fat, ewww its really gross. you need to start working out cuz its just ewww.id cry to your gross”
January 7, 2009
the former me wouldnt like the new me
who i am hates who ive become.
if who i was saw who i am now, i wouldnt like me very much
im not who i really am.
look at you. or who youve become. a wreck. a mess in the making.
drowning in your own sorrow. like they say, its too late to apologize.
and you cant compromize. so [...]
December 31, 2008
just great ( a sarcastic remark)
so how did i get caught in this?
its just a song. i love her as much as i love you
see i cant choose.
my loyalty lies in my gender, my small group, my accountability sister.
but i owe you so much. and i love you like i love my own brother. and thats a whole lot [...]
December 30, 2008
new year. new me. (freshman fifteen)
Hello to the world who doesn’t know me
so I’ve done it. I gained the “freshman fifteen” that all college freshman are either immune or not immune to. unfortunately I got the latter half. This has bugged me fore a while. And it still does. But you know what i say to that? it ’s okay, [...]
November 10, 2008
living life lonely.
i am surrounded by the most amazing friends BEST FRIENDS in the world! i have an awesome supportive family. why then do i always feel sooooo lonely?!?! everyday i fell like there is no one in the world to hang out with, or anyone who will listen to me, or anyone who WANTS to be [...]
September 23, 2008
43 days, 3 hours, 3 minutes
Im turning 18 in 43 days.
I thought it was gonna feel better than this. When i was 14, i thought I would go boy crazy. I thought that Forsure there would be a guy i wanted and on my birthday i would be like. shoot, i can date you know, so lets date! but there [...]
March 31, 2008
amplify your life away
exsaustion, dreary, weak, unrested, irritable, tired
excitment, passion, joy, priud, fire, compassion
this is the aftermath of the life of being a camp leader.
camp consoler, camp mama, slave, call it what you want.
amplify had their spring break camp. 3 days (more like 2) of non stop jr high kids. this isnt just some “send your kids away [...]
February 15, 2008
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